our eyes must do some raining

Ten things I wish I could say to ten different people:

1. I know deep in my heart you made the right choice.  I appreciate you giving me the chance to live the best life possible.

2. I have no resentment towards you, I will always love you. I hope you find whatever it is you’re looking for out there in this big world.  Come visit me, I miss you.

3. Since that very first day we started hanging out you have stood by my side, through all the highs & lows.  Thank you. I love you, I will always carry you in my heart.

4. Thank you for absolutely everything you have given me, whether it may be emotional support, or material, etc.  You have helped mold me into the woman i am today. I love you, I don’t know where i’d be without you.
5. You are one of the most beautiful women I have ever had the pleasure of knowing.  Thank you for your friendship.  I pray I see you again one day.
6. You saved me. I LOVE YOU. 
7. You are the kind of friend I hope everyone in the world has at least one of.  
8. You are beautiful inside & out.  I wish you the best. I hope we can always be close wherever our lives may lead us.
9. I don’t believe I will ever have the pleasure of knowing anyone else quite like you.
10. I wish you would have left me alone.

Nine things about myself:

1. I never knew just how much love I could have for someone until I became a mother. Motherhood has changed me for the better. 
2. I’ve been trying to set personal goals for myself, to better myself.
3. Unfortunately I’m very body conscious.
4. Cleaning the house helps relieve some of my stress.
5. I’ve become very strict about what I spend my money on.
6. I cherish the days I get to spend with my fiance & son.
7. I’m extremely neat & tidy.  Perhaps a little ocd.
8. I’d prefer to read a good book, take a walk, be with my family, etc. than go to a party.
9. I enjoy the life I live.
 
Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Be honest.
2. Be patient.
3. Be up to anything. 
4. Be kind. 
5. Be optimistic. 
6. Be funny.
7. Be intelligent. 
8. just be you.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. My family. 
2. Life in 5 years.
3. Money.
4. The things I need to get done that day.
5. Baby number 2.
6. The career I’ll have.
7. Work

Six people who meant a lot to me: no specific order…

1. Atticus
2. Jai
3. Mama, Acca, Gma, Jai’s Family
4. Ally
5. Molly
6. Aurora7. Danielle

Five things constantly in my possession:

1. Phone/ phone charger 
2. wallet with IDs, debit cards, insurance cards, etc
3. Atticus
4. Make-up case
5. Pen

 Four things I did today:

1. Work from 8-5.
2. Ran errands.
3. Played with Atticus. 
4. Listened to music.

Three places that mean a lot to me:

1. Baltimore, my home.
2. 939, where our house is.
3. Wherever Jai & Atticus are, they are home.

Two things I want to do before I die:

1. Follow my dreams in obtaining the career I wish.
2. Be a mother to another beautiful human being.