January 2010
2 posts
funerals
i avoid funerals at all costs. I cowered beneath my blankets when my ex-gf’s parents called to tell me where her service would be held. i didn’t go, and till this day i don’t plan on visiting. I was around 8 years old when my relatives gathered to remember my grandfather. I remember holding back my laughter, and later (even now) feeling horrible at the thought that i even wanted...
sooooo….pain meds before the epidural are niccccccce. i cant keep my eyes open….it still hurts..but i feel loooopy. 0-0 crazy